Change of Temperaments..

Change of temperaments? Ya, I'm talking about temperaments here. It's me. All about me. What if the temperament altar from a type 1 personality to type 2?A sanguine to melancholy?Possible?? I guess so. It could happen when you're under two differ circumstances, under force and is forcing. haha. Sometimes I don't have to specify what I'm trying to say.Perhaps it's good to write in this way. I like to put things into 2 meanings when I blog.Not complicated, not abstract, I'm just being careful. Life's not easy especially when your privacy has been violated once. Why am I talking about change of temperaments? Perhaps it's me.. Maybe I am going thru a lot of things in my life at the very young age. I'm not afraid of having to face all the calamity, challenges, obstacles in my life, in fact I'm bold enough to step further and further cause someone's with me all the time but.. I stumbled many times, wondering, am i too young for this? Once, I said,am, I too young for this, I can stand up once but that doesn't mean I can when I fell down again, what if I never will? That I'm too weak? Someone gave me answers. That person said he'll never give me tests that are beyond what I can do.. awesome? I think it is.

The funny part is,I can sometime turn into real melancholy mood. And that's when I sit down in my room and get depressed. Browse thru the some books and listen to some soothing songs. Seeing me with the type 1 personality everyday doesn't change the perceptions that I do have a melancholy time with myself. Everyone does. Well, I think recently, my temperaments swing up and down very very much. But still doesn't change the fact of who I am. Maybe it's for the temporary cause. Maybe because of what had happened, my emotion fluctuates and the saddest part is, the mel part actually overtakes the san part. At this moment, I just came down from the college rooftop after having some kinda practice for the coming Nurses Day peformance and I'm actually really tired. Mentally and physically as well.Dealing with kids? Not easy especially when I'm working in the paediatric ward now. Gotta use all your mind and soul just to feed them medications. One thing, they're adorable,innocent and.. mischievious too.lolx.Feels great looking at kids with their parents.
To build relationship is not easy, what more if you're looking for commitment..